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Friday, October 19, 2018

I hate being happy

Hands up if you're the kind of person who tends to actively sabotage your own happiness. That's me. It's not intentional at all--though who would intentionally sabotage themselves?

I do this to forestall everything that can go wrong. You know, if you anticipate disaster then you aren't surprised when it happens.

At the same time it ends up something like a request for bad results. A self-fulfilling prophecy.

I turn 51 in November. Maybe this is the year I fix this shit. Maybe.

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